Have you ever walked passed your future?

Life is wonderful! I mean just super-duper great. Running this way and that way all to get to a point in which…did I pass it?

I’m not real for sure because I’m still striving for goal 3,391 and I’m almost there. But funny thing is I recently looked back over my life and realized I have no clue how I got to this place.

This place seems to be a dream of another, it wasn’t my dream, or did I dream a dream I didn't realize I dreamed to live a dream. Dreams do come true you know?

I know that I surpassed my goal of working at the local grocer.  I soon was able to work for the government so others could make groceries.

Even in that was a lesson and a message of gratitude that I will surely pass on to my kids and her kids and his kids.  Wait, I forgot to sanctify my womb through birthing a blessed child, but I did buy yours a Lollie pop and encouraged integrity, consistency, through exemplary dialogue and passionate discourse.

I look around and see skies and reflections of abundance and to my knees I fall, my eyes gaze upon great mystery as I seek to find the future I passed.

So… I’m so curious to know if the future that I so haphazardly passed…is it the place where I left….?

I want it back. I want it all back but how selfish and misconstrued am I… daring to return to the future that was less than where I’m going? But where I’m going is a crooked and hilly path that brings great discomfort, great joy, extreme pain, yet pure ecstasy, gaudy awkwardness, dignified restraint,…I feel it all. Is this more than the future passed?

That I do not know…but all I can do is live this dream as my reality reassuring you that dreams come true, bigger and better than anything ever imagined.  Join me.